the premier of New Moon is going to make me vomit.
I actually tried to give the day off I took so I could go see the midnight premier back to my boss yesterday.
I told her I'd changed my mind and that I'd work the 20th.
"She goes... no no, just take it. you have plenty of PTO to cash out at the end of the year. Just go ahead and take your day."
- Location:at home. working.
- Mood:
cheerful
there's no life after you...
(well... certain aspects are missing, we'll just say that.)
"I'm ten miles from town
And I just broke down
Spitting out smoke
On the side of the road
I'm out here alone
Just trying to get home
To tell you I was wrong
But you already know
Believe I won't stop for nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'
All that I'm after
Is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin that
All that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no Life After You
The last time we talked
The night that I walked
Burns like an iron
In the back of my mind
I must've been high
To say you and I
Weren't meant to be
An' just wasting my time
Oh, why did I ever doubt you
You know, I would die here without you
All that I'm after
Is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin that
All that still matters is love everafter
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you
You and I, right or wrong
There's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe
That a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' bout the better times
Must've been out of my mind
So I'm runnin back to tell you
All that I'm after
Is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do
All that I'm after
Is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinkin that
All that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through, yeah
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you
Know there's no life after you."
- Mood:
contemplative
"Something has changed within me.
Something is not the same.
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game."
It’s amazing the types of things that can open your eyes. Something as simple as a play…
Even one you’ve seen before can calm the turmoil and settle the waters so you can see clearly.
"Too late for second-guessing.
Too late to go back to sleep.
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and LEAP."
I remember that my future is only as limited as I believe it is.
And that I cannot change the past…
"I’m through accepting limits
‘Cuz someone says they’re so.
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I’ll never know."
It’s time to use my life to better the future.
It’s time to do the things I want to do that I’ve been allowing others to hold me back from.
Too long I’ve been afraid of
Losing love I guess I’ve lost.
Well… If that’s love
It comes at much too high a cost.
I’m tired of wasting the little time I have worrying about the past...
Trying to fix things and people that can’t and do not want to be fixed.
"So if you care to find me
Look to the Western sky.
As someone told me lately:
“Everyone deserves the chance to fly!”
And if I’m flying solo
At least I’m flying free.
To those who’d ground me
Take a message back from me…
Tell them:
I’m defying gravity.
I’m flying high
Defying gravity.
And you can’t pull me down."

